In Loving memories of Russell, my cousin, I choose this blogskin for him.
Thank you for all you had done for us.
We are missing you, and will continue to miss you till the day we meet you again.
Child of god, indeed you are.
Can you believe it, just when i decided to look forward, I am so freaking suay to kena hospitalised on THE SAME DAY. Really ... no wonder I am Auntie Pam...
Anyway I was in pain, so pain that i gave up and went to hospital. After they test my blood I was told that my gore bladder (dunno how to spell) was infected and i need to be hospitalised.
I tell you, it was my worst 3 days of my life. I cannot eat or drink for 2 days, and being alone there waiting for reports and stuff was horrifying. They first suspect that I had gastric ulcer so I went for this horrible endoscope that requires a super long telescope-like thing to be insert from my throat into my gastric to check the condition inside. It's really uncomfortable and you keep wanting to puke. Then After the test they say my gastric is fine but something is pushing my gastric in which I need to go for another scan. That really scares me cause I started thinking if it's tumour etc etc...
Finally I know that it was the infected bladder that's pushing my gastric and thus i need to go for operation 6 weeks later. I am not very happy with the news too, cause I am afraid of operation man. But still, now that I am finally back home, I am glad.
I dreamt of my cousin in the hospital, hope he is doing well now.
