Child of God
The child

In Loving memories of Russell, my cousin, I choose this blogskin for him.
Thank you for all you had done for us.
We are missing you, and will continue to miss you till the day we meet you again.
Child of god, indeed you are.


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previous posts

They say curiosity kills a cat. Using this same th...
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MIssing you
Updatessss
Updates
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Alright, gonna update before everyone starts telli...
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Von aka TechnoGal
Krys Da Jie
Aisya aka Ms "Lucky seh"
Ah Gong Ant
Uncle Zong Hui aka Hunky
Kang Sheng(Uncle's best friend)
Xiao Mei
Hui Qing aka Food Buddy
Stalker Jessie
Chia Sin Sawadee
Act Young Daigo
"Sir" Gloria
Josephine Gong Zhu
Fredy aka Mr"I-Wan-2-Punch-U"
Marc aka Mr "Wa Wa Wa Wa.."
Lamer Char aka Asthma Woman
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Friday

( @ 6:15:00 PM )

Yup. Back at home. But suddenly running with fever.dun knw why also. Maybe cos I didnt take the pain killer then too pain so run fever. Saw the stones. It's like lizard shit size. Didn't expect it to be so powerful. Another girl also went for same op but her's was like those round bubble gum size so had to take it out the traditional way which requires her to stay for 5 days. Poor thing.

Every 3 days must change dressing. I am so gonna be broke.

I am fine now. Thanks everyone. See ya.



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Wednesday

( @ 11:24:00 AM )

Received a call this morning at 9plus. It was my "er gu" (2nd aunt). We aren't that close as I rarely hang out with the cousins from my dad's side. Could sense the awkwardness in the conversation as she was trying to give me moral support but dun knw how to express it. "不要怕啊, 顺顺利利啊, steady hor.." was what she said. Though we were not close I do appreciate her comfort as she herself have been through alot. And at the very least she's not the "kpo" kind of aunties I cannot stand.

9.30...10.30...11.30.... time seems to pass so slowly.

Was still dreaming about work ytd. Dreamt that I was having meeting with my principal and all. Gosh, can I just stop thinking of work? I feel like shutting myself for a while.

Snippets of how a operation would be continues to appear in my mind. Visualizing the whole process and also the aftermath. Of how I would react if the results were negative. I think there have been numerous reminders telling me it's gonna be ok, but for some reason, I cant help thinking of the worst. After that incident, nothing seems to be certain. Even a 95% success rate feels like 50/50 to me.

Ready or not, here I comes.



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Tuesday

( Lost. @ 9:01:00 PM )

Going to be admitted to CGH tomorrow.

Feeling mixed up, dun knw what to think and also dun really dare to think.

Do wish he was here, I do need a bit of comfort now.

Admitting a day before is abit of a torture to me, cause it means another sleepless night there.

My mind is blank now, shall stop here.



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