Child of God
The child

In Loving memories of Russell, my cousin, I choose this blogskin for him.
Thank you for all you had done for us.
We are missing you, and will continue to miss you till the day we meet you again.
Child of god, indeed you are.


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Saturday

( Misunderstandings. @ 1:45:00 AM )

Misunderstandings. You could interpret the word as 1.misintepret something, or not really understanding the real situation / person etc...

Seriously, I think the word should be made king.

It's like it is responsible of alot of stuff.

Relationship based, from knowing each other to breaking up could all be the cause of misunderstanding. You "misunderstand" the person's character, thinking he/she is the perfect one, and then you when you finally know his/her true colours, you break up. Or, you could have misunderstand what each other is trying to communicate and after several quarrels you just take it that you don't understand each other and break up.

Or, in terms of friendship, it could be just an event in your life that felt so important at that time thus when your friend did the opposite of what you expect him/her to do you "misunderstand" it as a betrayal and phooh! There goes the friendship...

Believe it or not, even in terms of work. You make one major mistake(or so you think) in your project / work and there you go misunderstanding your capabilities thinking you will never acheieve anything in the future. Or it could be that after one major success you did (or so you think) and you start being arrogant and thinking that you are the best.

I could rant on for hours on the responsibilities of "mr misunderstandings", but i think you should get the point now.

Are we gonna let "him" affect us?



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Thursday

( Repetiton.. @ 1:27:00 AM )

Watched TV earlier. At the end of the show, the ad that says "this show is also made available in mobtv" was broadcasted.

"Just as always..." This was what I thought to myself....

Before I realise, it is NOT as always.

Mobtv had only been introduced recently, but because I see it so many times, my mind instinctively tells me it is the usual stuff.

Have you experiences time where you hear a recent CD you bought for so many times till you kinda able to hear the tune in your mind of the next song after the current song?

Or have you watch a show for so many times that you know what is gonna be said next?

Or maybe even someone who always say a particular line, that when you talk about them, the first thing you think of is that line?

"Where is my signal now?..... Nyah~.... Alamak I forget to put back my library book!... Ah my 9 dollars.... Guitars... people be more flexible..."etc etc etc etc

Repetition.

It causes us to instinctively recognise something as the norms.

Ever thought that a decision you made, things you said, clothes you wear or even any creative ideas you have could be a result of another?

There's no creativity left in this world, not to mention originality. The closest we could get is innovation. We just combine one idea with another to come up with a "new" idea.



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Wednesday

( Change. @ 5:55:00 PM )

Change my template.

Ah gong Ant say the space too small.

But after editing the template, very tired.

Brain not working.

Tomorrow then.



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Tuesday

( Dream. @ 5:49:00 AM )

Recently I am having sleeping problem. I tend to sleep real late and wake up real late too.

I also realize how time passes real fast and night arrives again.

Recalling my day, I realize how little stuff is in my memory of that day.

Instead, it seems as if my dreams are more “happening” than real life.

Come to think of it, it is as if I am living my life in my dreams.

Going by this theory, it would totally crush the theory of “sleeping half of our lifetime”.

In actual fact, we are living half of our life in another world, the world which I would prefer to call “The Mind”…

And the cruel real world we are in, “The Reality”…

Remembers the time where you dream of yourselves as a hero, or even doing something you never really did in real life?

When you wake up, do you tell yourselves, “Nah, it is just a dream..”

Before you can dream, you have to think of that dream.

Is it wrong to want to do something good?

Is it wrong to desire something?

When you dream, you think.

Is dreaming a waste of time?

If it is, then is thinking a waste of time?



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( A song. @ 5:23:00 AM )

Just Can’t Sleep

12am, I lay on my bed,
I stare at the ceiling feeling wide awake
I toss and turn, sleeping is my aim
But once I starts thinking
Oh god, what a pain!

I just can’t get to sleep, can’t get to sleep
My mind can’t stop working, it just keeps working
Oh god please help me, please help me
Cos I just can’t sleep

3am, I am still awake
My eyes are wide open, only slightly red
I feel so frustrated, I need to be tamed
Oh please help me~ my head is feeling the pain~

I just can’t get to sleep, can’t get to sleep
My mind can’t stop working, it just keeps working
Oh god please help me, please help me
Cos I just can’t sleep

What’s with all the nonsense in my head~
Oh please get out of my head~
Can’t you see I am goin to bed?

I just can’t get to sleep, can’t get to sleep
My mind can’t stop working, it just keeps working
Oh god please help me, please help me
Cos I just can’t sleep



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Sunday

( Adults or Children? @ 3:35:00 PM )

Is there a difference betweeen adults and children?

Are adults really adults?

We claim that children "know nothing of the world".

Wrong. They know the world, but they just do not know the "world" adults have create.

Office politics... saving face strategies... keeping your "image"....

Children are born with the purest character one would ever have....

Till we start to brainwash them.

Don't make noise... You cannot do this... You see everybody is looking at you....

We taught them the sense of shame, we taught them the skill of "masking", we conform them to the norms of the society. We glorifies the stuff adults do, and for stuff children do, it is deemed as childish.... a way to draw a line between the superior "us", and the inferior "them".

Are we really adults?




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( Blank. @ 3:32:00 PM )

That's what I am feeling.

As if nothing is motivating me to think.

And the day pass really fast.

Why is it that time could pass so fast when there is no event in between?

Is "nothing" an event?

Felt lost, but can't do anything about it.

You look at something, and nothing comes up in your mind.

Tired? Exhausted? Restless?

Imaging losing your mind.

We would be just an empty shell.

*This was meant to be posted on friday... but no connection... :p



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