"Recently I wonder, what exactly is anger? Why do we feel angry?"

Realise that I am becoming more short- tempered nowadays... As I observe my behaviours, I do realise that at certain times the anger in me lasted for a very long period of time for no particular reason. For example, I can be frustrated this particular thing, but when someone apologised to me and stop that action, my heart refuse to reject that anger in me. Is this an act of stubborness? Then again, aren't we human very foolish beings? Anger is like a flag to show others that we do not approve with certain stuff. When we are angry, we don't feel good too. And yet, we like to express this feeling alot, sometimes even afraid that others may not notice it. If this is so, why can't we just tell people how we disagree with them instead of making ourselves miserable? I don't know, cause I am one of them.

Maybe its just like what the Jem song I have introduced previously described- we are unwilling to face reality. We rather be cheated a millions time then to be told the truth. We rather be angry for many days then face the pressure of confrontation. We like to continue admiring our crush and not wanna know whether they are really interested in us.

To be honest, all of us are living in our own world. We only care about ourselves, and other people's affairs just serves as a form of entertainment for us when our life gets boring. The obsessions we have for ourselves is so great that we want to be have more copies of ourselves that we start to set expectations on others who unknowingly become the victims of our obessesions.

I remember our IAC lecturer telling us how each of us could be a killer in soul but only exerting control on ourselves from showing it. Maybe it is true. Maybe we really are, but will we ever know whether we are? Doubt so.