Child of God
The child

In Loving memories of Russell, my cousin, I choose this blogskin for him.
Thank you for all you had done for us.
We are missing you, and will continue to miss you till the day we meet you again.
Child of god, indeed you are.


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Von aka TechnoGal
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Aisya aka Ms "Lucky seh"
Ah Gong Ant
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Xiao Mei
Hui Qing aka Food Buddy
Stalker Jessie
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Act Young Daigo
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Thursday

( Beauty @ 11:19:00 PM )

Watch "Let's Shoot" on channel U today... It is a talk show where guest will talk about current issues.

This week they talk about the biasness of society to naturally judge people from their looks.

They mention about the use of make-ups... some feel it is an act of inferiority while others feel that it is an act of politeness.

We often hear people saying that putting on make-up "gives me more confidence". But does it really gives you more confidence?

Are you more confident of your face, your looks, or even yourselves, or are you just confident of that layer of mask you have just put on your face?

Do you become confident of yourselve just by putting on the make-up, or do you regain your confidence from the stare the guys / girls give you, or even your friends telling you how pretty you look?

I do admit, I don't feel I look pretty. I look pale and my face is real big.

But then, I don't feel good putting on make-up. I do not want to put on that mask and identify that mask as Pamela, as me.

Not feeling confidence is an act of your heart. It is your heart that you should be "painting", not your face.



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( Cam whore / Filmmaker / Actor? @ 4:32:00 PM )

Recently my mum got a new phone from my aunt. It is a camera/mp3 phone. My mum, being technology-idiot,do not dare to touch the phone. In contrast, my siblings, my brother in particular, took great interest in the phone.

I have been observing my brother for several days, and it amuse me to see how this phone eventually turns my brother into aterm we have been hearing alot recently - cam-whore.

During the first day, my brother took a great interest in taking lots and lots of photos of objects(future photographer?).

The next day, he took interest in taking lots and lots of photos of his family members, to a point that it became real irritating(enthusiatic photographer / psycho?).

On the third day, he starts exploring the filming part, this time filming the surroundings(future filmmaker?).

On the next few days till now, he starts to film himself, first on singing "tong hua", then on some finger puppet show, then he make use of "camera techniques" to create a make-believe scene of himself in an earthquake, which involves some "realistic" acting as well.

Now what should I label these actions? Training actor? Curiosity of a future filmmaker? Or Cam whore?

What is the point of labelling these actions? In the process of labelling, is there any element of biasness?



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Wednesday

( Rubbish. @ 1:51:00 PM )

What is rubbish to you?

Is it this?
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Or is it something else?

Is what we are thinking in our mind rubbish?

What we are gonna eat later.... day-dreaming....thinking of the past....

Is what we are doing now rubbish?

Watching TV.... just hanging around..... surfing net.....

Is what we desire rubbish?

the dream job..... dream house.... perfect guy/gal....

Is our existance rubbish?......

We create something, use it, and when it is of no use, we label it as rubbish.

Some other creation were better off... they are labeled as "antique".

We live, we die. When we die, we are labeled as "deceased".

Deceased = dead = not alive = non living thing

Rubbish = non living thing = of no use

Deceased = Rubbish?



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Tuesday

( Insecurity @ 8:49:00 PM )

One afternoon I was chatting with my mum about relationship stuff, and below are some ofthe questions she asked me:

"What if he reconcile with his ex- girlfriend?"
"You must keep remind him that you are serious you know... what if he don't marry you next time?"
"Don't you feel insecure?"

The last questions got me thinking...

Actually, by being a human, we are living in a insecure environment.... from bigger issues like global warming, shortage of natural resources to personal issues like when we are gonna die, when we are getting married, when are having a baby, our exam results, the outcome of our job interview etc. Surprisingly, we seem to not being able to adapt to having this sense of insecurity. We worried about the past, the present and the future...

Is this characteristic of human? We choose not to leave our comfort zone, and instead blame everything to nature.

Is fate in our hands, our are we in the hands of our fate?



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( Anger management... @ 4:24:00 PM )

"Every destructive emotion bears its own harvest, but anger's fruit is the most bitter of all. Uncontrolled anger is a devastating sin, and no one is exempt from its havoc. It shatters friendships and destroys marriages; it causes abuse in families and discord in business; it breeds violence in the community and war between nations. Its recoil, like that of a high-powered rifle, often hurts the one who wields it as well as its target. Anger makes us lash out at others, destroying relationships and revealing our true nature. The history of the human race is largely the history of its anger."

Read this from my email.... pretty much agree with it... the thing is, how can we manage our anger? I prefer to keep quiet for that moment of anger for fear of regretting my action later, but i believe others would say its better to confront then to keep in heart to prevent an outburst later... but one way may not be better than the other... a confrontation not dealt with appropriately will also "shatters friendship and destroy marriages"... i dun know... does it depends on fate sometimes? Or should I say luck?

Life feels like a gambling den sometimes.... you win some, and you lose some...



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( Fashion... @ 1:22:00 AM )

Hello people... change my template... wanted something thats plain and simple... hope u all like ah....

Went malaysia recently.... realise how the shoppers there are practically showcasing what is being sold there... I saw the polka dots fans, the laces fans, the wear-many-layers fans etc. Realise how fashion is manipulating us... First the shop window display their "fashion", then we buy them and "showcase" THEIR fashion, and other people, looking at our "showcase", goes on to buy the same stuff...

God... what an unhealthy cycle.....

To think we are suppose to be CREATIVE...



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