In Loving memories of Russell, my cousin, I choose this blogskin for him.
Thank you for all you had done for us.
We are missing you, and will continue to miss you till the day we meet you again.
Child of god, indeed you are.
Last night around 1am plus, i was awoken by a stinging pain somewhere above my stomach. The pain doesnt felt like my usual gastric pain, the place it is hurting is different. I tried to sleep, but the pain continues and it gotten so bad that at around 2 plus I give up and called for help. Yes, I called my bf, but he told me to wake my dad up. It has been so long since I depended on him, and in the end there isnt any other choice for me. My dad woke up and the pain got worst and I puke, so he brought me to the nearest clinic. It didnt get better after taking the jab, but I just kept quiet since the doc says it will get better. I tried to sleep when I reached home, and finally at 5 plus, the pain was gone.
When I was in pain, I told myself to be strong by thinking of my cousin. My aunt told us that in future think of our cousin to give us strength. Through this experience, I also realize that I cant settle everything myself, at the end of the day there are still stuff that I need other's help.
