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The child Thank you for all you had done for us. We are missing you, and will continue to miss you till the day we meet you again. Child of god, indeed you are. previous posts A friend of mine suggested that i should blog. Aft... True MIssing you Updatessss Updates Updates "When you know that your loved one is looking stra... Alright, gonna update before everyone starts telli... Again. comments links Krys Da Jie Aisya aka Ms "Lucky seh" Ah Gong Ant Uncle Zong Hui aka Hunky Kang Sheng(Uncle's best friend) Xiao Mei Hui Qing aka Food Buddy Stalker Jessie Chia Sin Sawadee Act Young Daigo "Sir" Gloria Josephine Gong Zhu Fredy aka Mr"I-Wan-2-Punch-U" Marc aka Mr "Wa Wa Wa Wa.." Lamer Char aka Asthma Woman My Lao Di My Lao Mei Ms Bear Baby Boi Mao Mao Miss "Otah" Mojojo
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Sunday ( @ 3:39:00 PM ) Using this same theory, I think insecurity kills a person. Many a times human beings do things that they regret later, that was derived from the feeling of insecurity. Parents feeling insecure of their child's future, thus pushing them harder. People feeling insecure of their friend's achievement, thus the betrayal. Couples feeling insecure of their partner's love, thus the arguments, control, and later the break up. Girls feeling insecure of their own appearance, thus the make-up, surgery, diet etc etc etc. Children feeling insecure in school, thus the tantrum and attention seeking behaviours. Are we all guilty of these? We definitely are in one way or another. Can we remove that feeling? Definitely not. Just face it. Don't pretend to feel secured. When you face it. you get an answer. It may not be the answer you want, but so what? Get the answer and get on with life. 0 comments ( @ 8:47:00 PM ) Hmm... what should I say.... where should I start... Alot has happened with my work, but what I can say is with the drastic change recently, I think I am looking forward to go to work everyday. Started my dip course, and I felt motivated. Hope that feeling stays with me for 3 years.. Then there's this other part of my life that seems to be screwing up quite badly... Sigh... Sometimes I think we humans like to torture ourselves by creating all these problems for ourselves. If we just stick to how we are before, these problems wont even exist. Yet once you step foot into it, you just seems to can't get out of it without getting yourselves hurt. Like any other human, I just want to feel that I am being respected. I just want to be treated the same way I treated you. I am not a birthday person, so if you forget my birthday, by all means. However, if I respect you and your decision, but you on the other hand don't make me feel I am respected, then that really upset me alot. Really ALOT. My actions may seem controversial to you. There I am wanting something badly, but I will never try to force that idea into you because I respect you for who you are. But when I don't force it into you, dun make me feel I am taken for granted when you just reject every desire of mine. Does the relationship between humans have to be this way? Forcing one's idea into each other.. Rejecting any idea just because it is not forcefully conveyed.. We are going on this journey together.. this journey of LIFE. If we can't think of each other before we do something that may hurt the other party, then the companionship seems redundant to me. 0 comments Saturday ( True @ 5:03:00 PM ) Your view on yourself: You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. 0 comments Sunday ( MIssing you @ 11:22:00 PM ) I dreamt of you last night. Although the dream felt bizzare, being able to hug you in the dream was something that felt real. I really felt like hugging you when I saw you the last time, and I am glad i get to do it in the dream. I remember feeling how skinny you really are, I could hug you with just one hand! Being working in a childcare makes me feel close to you. I didnt manage to make a difference in your life, but I hope to make a difference in other children's life. I thank you for showing me the way I should lead, the place I should be, and the responsibilities I should take. Please bless your mum. I cant help but to notice how tired her smile looks at times. The only I can do is to care and love your siblings and hopefully, making them feel happier and loved. I am sorry how little time I can afford to visit them, but i am really trying. Till now, I still do not have the courage to look at the book I had with all the newspaper clippings and my diary entries to you. It still hurts. I still dare not look at the video I made of you. Even so, the images are replaying in my mind. Please be happy and in peace whereever you are. Please bless your loved ones. Please continue to visit me in my dreams. Missing you. 0 comments |
